January 9, 2023
When I first arrived on campus, I didn't know what to expect. UF seemed like this gigantic maze that I would never find my way around. I suspected that I shared such sentiments with many of the other incoming freshmen, but that didn’t help. As I unpacked bags and boxes of belongings from my hometown to live in a new space that I would share with a friend from high school, it hadn’t settled in that I would be living on my own most of the time from that point forward. Hence, when my dad hugged me goodbye and drove off, I felt overwhelmed by a wave of emotions—that was my first panic attack at UF. Having lived in households with many siblings and grandparents always stopping by, I wasn't accustomed to this new living situation, and I feared that I wouldn’t survive on my own. Of course, I was wrong, but at the time I juggled the unknowns of my career path, college classes, and dorm life.
Once classes began, my spirits lifted as I distracted myself with work and to-do lists. The first week went by and I couldn’t wait to go home. However, I didn’t allow that to prevent me from learning or taking advantage of opportunities. I got the chance to visit family frequently while still enjoying my time at UF to be on my own. The semester started off emotionally difficult, but I eventually found a rhythm at UF. I attended numerous office hours, studied at libraries, volunteered, explored downtown Gainesville, joined the rowing team, and made a new friend. By Thanksgiving break, I felt that I had a lot to be grateful for.
As I reflect on the past semester, I realize that I have overcome a lot and that I did not take the easy route. My classes pushed me to learn more and work hard while I pushed myself to be social and try new things. I realize that there were times when I was down, but I always managed to find a way out and for that I am proud. Not only did I mature and adapt from my experiences, but I learned to appreciate the little things and to trust myself and my abilities. Thus, I am happy to report that my first semester at UF was successful and that I will use the lessons and achievements of my first semester to navigate the semesters that lie ahead.
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